Oh how I've loved to control
and have life unfold on my timeline.
My heart wants to be like the
bird. Free. Trusting. Open.
At the core this is how I AM!
But oh, how this other system of
living has impacted
my creativity and art making
process. And while it didn't stop
it all together it severely limited
my capacity to bring "myself" and my
heart to my work in a productive and
Control gave me this illusion of
being safe. It also helped me hide
from sharing my vulnerability which
has been and still IS connected to
my capacity for creativity.