1/14/16 Notes to Myself:
I think I'd like to
drown myself in "fluff".
I'm thinking a lot about
"honesty" and how important that
is to relationships.
How challenging it is to
be honest with others if I can't be
honest with myself. I am the
most important person in my life.
The one I am always with. The
one most worthy of my own honesty.
There's really no room for "fluff"
if I want to live a good life, one
that's rich and full.
Sometimes it's hard to sift through
the "fluff" that I've acquired.
But I know that's what I need to do.
And if others can't sift through their
own then there's not much to build
a foundation of relationship upon.
I think "fluff" poisons communication.
It's like a tasty filling of nothing
other than illusion. There is no real
ground. And oh how painful that can be when
the "fluff" looses it's sweetness and the
missing foundation is revealed.
People get hurt, blindside and betrayed.
Sometimes it's too late.
And how can one expect to be heard if
they don't really know what they are
saying because they haven't worked
through their own jar of "fluff".